Basking in the Glow
Ramblings
that end in a tribute to my spiritual leader, my wife Tibby, followed by some
personal photo archives.
There is a part of our brain that links our sensory inputs to the center
where perception and awareness live. There perception of the outside
world is created. If that part is damaged, we may perceive the world
differently from other people. We may see the same the world you do, but
perceive it differently. We may even see parts of it through our perception
that do not exist in yours.
You have to put on a hospital gown in order to tone down your
individuality, so that your aura will not overwhelm the physicians,
while they work at their maximum to treat everyone the same and help as
many as possible. It also helps define your role as the supplicant,
seeking aid.
The terror of schizophrenia lies in never knowing whether you are
reaching the same view of reality that others have. Never knowing
whether your completely rational, totally obvious knowledge is shared by
anyone else.
Most terrifying thought…”I don’t know!”.
“In competitive behavior, someone always loses!” …from “A Beautiful
Mind” the story of John Nash…a brilliant schizophrenic.
I have done the very best I was capable of doing in everything I have
done, since before I can even remember! That is my only excuse for my life.
Have you ever been so driven to work by your fears, that you found
yourself actually uncertain whether 6:00 on the clock meant early
morning or evening???
Thanks to all the evangelists out there, but I chose to take my
spiritual guidance directly from the source.
When the “normal consensus view of reality” becomes too painful to bear,
the alternate world of schizophrenia may seem like the only hope of
holding on to sanity and life.
Infinity is everything that is. What we know is such a small subset of
that enormity.
The pure spiritual connection my dogs have to the infinite, humbles me.
Tibby’s spiritual glow, warms your very soul.
Tibby’s nature photography has an overall theme of harmonious
relationships. It emphasizes patterns, relationships (both visual and
spiritual), that have the harmony of the universe flowing through them.
All I had was my job, then along came Tibby. She showed me the light of
beauty in our paths through existence. She showed me a valid reason for
living.
My wife Tibby, she likes mayonnaise.
You nurture me so completely, that I can’t even imagine life without
you. You should get the Nobel Prize for Love. You have so much love,
that you glow.
Tibby is like the interference patterns stored within a hologram. She is
only a small part of all there is, but her interaction with it all has
created a pattern that reflects the cosmos in her every deed.
There is a glow around Tibby that can be felt. Like warm, golden
sunlight on a cold, crisp, winter day.
An attempt at free verse poetry...*dedicated to my wife Tibby, whose
every moment is true poetry.*
Climbing the
Sun Wall face of
Looking Glass Rock after a quarter century absence.
John Rock 1
John Rock 2
Cove Creek Falls 2
Sam Knob Hike with Jeff Poltevec.
Sam Knob Hike with Jeff Poltevec, Petey, Word and Myself.
Sam Knob Hike with Jeff Poltevec, Rob, Dottie and Myself.
Sam Knob Hike ... Jeff, Mike, and Me.
Tennent Mountain Hike Gallery1
Gallery2
with Dennis, Jeff, the kid and me.
Jeff and I Kayaking the French Broad River.
Cedar Rock Mountain Hike Cedar Rock Mountain Hike.
Jeff, Dottie and I at Turkey Pen Gap
Jeff and I at Catawba Falls.
A day trip hike of 16 miles from Black Balsam to
Cold Mountain.
Our vacation at High Top Mountain Cottages
in Dillsboro, NC. Photos and Map Here.
Joyce Kilmer Memorial Forrest.
Visit to Raven Cliff Falls area with
Jeff.
Kayaking Tanasee Creek Reservoir with
Jeff.
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10/31/2007.
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